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[morwen]

I have got to get out of this stupid house immediately.

Update at 21:29:

I have just been persuaded to physically stay here another night. I'd started putting my boots and coats of and was thinking about staying the night in a hotel. Very annoying that I didn't take up bobbieflathead's offer whilst I still had the chance, I have no idea where to start now.

I need somewhere to live that is close to London Road (I work on Granville Road) - I'd prefer walking distance but will take near a bus route, and is not right on a main road (I have horrific trouble sleeping with even the slightest light or noise - light can be fixed with enough curtains but noise will get me). I have no idea where to start looking, how much I can afford, or other such things. My previous attempts at living away from home were utter disasters in the student-filth sense : in particular the time I was not in a shared house was absolutely awful. So I am scared I will fuck up if I live alone. I come with a lot of baggage and suchforth and so don't really want to live with random people who I have never met and don't know about me.

Am I fucked?

Comments

[fox-in-snow.livejournal.com]

oooooh i'm glad im not the only one that has "house stress". I feel like I spend my whole life trying to feel comfortable somewhere and failing. Sometimes I wish to live alone but I know I'll just become really closed and never socialise again, and if I live with people they cant cope with me or vice versa and I end up falling out with them.

[mewcenary.livejournal.com]

What are the problems that you are having at your current house?

[abigailb.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Maybe its better to live with random people, as it doesn't matter if you fall out with them.

[abigailb.livejournal.com]

Just the usual - stupid rows, I haven't got enough space, and its too far away from work that I'm dependent on getting lifts to/from, etc.

I had put off moving out until I was better and could physically cope: now there is nothing keeping me here, apart from laziness.